Monday, May 31, 2010

Finally... A Truce

I bet most of you would want to know what happened to me yesterday. Considering the fact that I told you in the first place, I.ll tell you the rest of it then.

Last night I had a good talk with my Mom and Dad in their room. The 'talk' was almost an hour long. Yeah, crying and begging were involved.

But as I expected, my parents would not want to let me change that easy. My Dad said, No Nego in this matter. He is sure a strict guy. My Mom prefers using the reverse-psychology kinda thing. You know what I meant, most Mom always do that.

In the end, they asked me to stay in Medicine. My Dad.ll be giving me full support, so does my Mom. They wanna see me being a professional someday. Since I already devoted my 2 years in Medic, they think it.s a big waste to quit now.

They just want the best for me. I think I.ll be able to understand.

Thank you guys, for the advice and suggestion yesterday. And thanks to Ayunni for the late-night call. :)

The thing that I learned is that, It is better to face the problems head on; don.t be a coward. And just keep moving forward. Oh, and one more thing, you can.t get what you want from your parents by showing your long face and act moody all the time. The better way is to treat them nicely and show your best behaviour. My Dad told me the tricks yesterday. :)

If let say I couldn.t make myself to love Medicine, I.ll do this for the sake of my parents. I.ll just go with the flow, I guess. But I will still keep that dream of mine even after I end my studies.

So.... at last the family conflict is solved. No more sulking. No more depression and dissatisfaction.

Say Goodbye to the Old Me.


Waaaahhhhh... it sure feels good to be back again!! :D

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Too Late??

I like you to see something.

Go to http://www.mmu.edu.my/ and click
Check Application Status.

300844 is the Reference Number.

It is said that the letter of admission was sent to me on the past 12th May. But I din get it. It must.ve passed through my Dad, that.s why.


I check this today, so obviously I.m too late.


It saddens me a lot. I ain.t kiddin.

What should I do? Confront or Cower?


ps. I applied for this without anyone.s knowledge. Even my family. So I have the right to be nervous.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Lagu Sekolah

Semalam adik aku menyanyi la satu lagu pasal nombor, dye baru blaja kat sekolah dye.

Aku pon tertarik la dengan bait2 lirik lagu tu, aku suruh lah dye ajar kat aku.


Dye nyanyi, aku tulis kat buku:

Yang bulat itu kosong, Satu pula tercacak, Dua seperti itik, Tiga mulut ternganga, Empat rumah tak siap, Lima si perut buncit, Enam si mata kail, Tujuh cangkul Pak Mat, Lapan si cermin mata, Sembilan pokok taugeh, Sepuluh rumah dua.


Beberapa minit kemudian, aku pun dah hafal lagu nombor ni. Kitorang pun nyanyi sama2 dengan gumbiranye.


Pastu adik aku cakap kat aku, "Kak Ain, Kak Ain ade tak blajar lagu ape2 kat UIA. Alin pun nak blajar jugak..", kata si Adlin dengan muka yang penuh minat.


Aku dengan selambanye pun berkata, "Ade2. Alin dengar ye.."


Dan terus menyanyikan lagu ini:

Let us come along and get together, Affirm our faith in God and the Messenger, Light the flame of love in Him, Warm and brighter, Hold the rope and trust in him forever... Divided we.ll fall, United we stand....


Tersekat sekat lah jugak aku nyanyi lagu tu. Tak ingat sangat lirik dye, tapi sempat la jugak aku nyanyi sampai part "...the Gate of Garden, Knowledge and Virtue.."


Lepas aku da abis nyanyi dengan penuh perasaan, Adlin pandang aku dengan muka yang confused amat.


"Kak Ain nyanyi ape tu? Alin tak paham la.."


Aku hanya mampu tergelak je. Alin oi, dah Kak Ain blajar lagu UIA jer kat UIA, nak buat camne? Huhuhu.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Depression

Someday I.ll have a daughter, I.ll let her decide her own future.

Cuz I know how it feels doing things you hate to do.


And I definitely don.t wanna force her to be a doctor.


Because I myself don.t like doctors.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Not Much

Few days back, me and KK baked pineapple tarts at her house with her Mom.s help. They turned out pretty okay.

Then, I went to Adlin.s Sports Day. It was tiring.


Now I dunno what else to do.

Besides dreaming.


Dreaming about my dream.



I am so pathetic. Yes I know that already.

Friday, May 14, 2010

HoleeDay

I have almost two months of holiday. (trying to find ways to end it without regrets)

This morning, me and my old friend, KK had a masak-masak ceremony at her house because our Moms went out shopping. We cooked Paprik Seafood.

Oh, to be exact - she cooked, I helped.


And my HP Notebook crashed. I hate my life without a laptop.


My sister appointed me to be her hair stylist - to make her hair looked like Yuhee The Witch.


Oh yeah. You guess it right. It.s obviously a miracle if I can make that happens.


2 years back, I refused to study Medicine. Not surprisingly, I still am.

Friday, May 07, 2010

G'bye

Sem 3 is almost over. Exams are on this Sunday and Monday next week.

Good luck and Happy Holiday people!