I was thinking of writing about the Rehab clinic that we visited yesterday.
Or how much fun my friend and I had when we were running in the rain.
How good it was to have strawberry frozen yogurt with cornflakes, in cold weather.
How much I love rain.
Love it when the sun comes up after rain.
Trees will grow. Flowers will bloom. Animals are happy.
But I dont feel quite good for now.
Our last oncall with our mentor last night made me feel quesy.
Mr.Ariff told us stories about a few of our seniors who cried during the examination because they got strict examiners. That we should revise on our seniors' past years questions because this year's questions will be a bit tough.
I always enjoy listening to his stories, but when it comes to exams, ahhhhhhh.
I can feel butterflies in my stomach.
This is not good.
Not good at all.
What if I get Mr.Hafiz as my examiner, and I get a patient with Osteoarthritis going for TKR? What if I get Prof.Kamarul with 'Hand' patient?? What if Mr.Zamzuri and spine case??? Or Mr.Amin???? Or, or, Mr.Azril and malignancy?????
I WILL SURELY DIE DURING THE EXAM!
Not like die DIE. You get what I meant.
Great. So much for a positive mindset.
Calm down, will you???!!
Take a deep breath. Relax.
And keep praying!
You can do this!!
God, I dont ask for much.
I just want a pass.
You will let me pass, right? :(